i’ve been given this asinine project at the office. it’s something that should have been done essentially on a day-to-day basis for the past two years, but no, i’ve been given the entirety of the past two years and asked to get it done in four days. and the thing of it is, it’s time consuming, it’s tedious, and it’s mind-blowingly boring.
and while on the one hand i’d love to just blow it off – i’ve got a lot of lolz to review, you know – i just can’t seem to bring myself to not do it, i still suffer from an interminable sense of commitment. and i don’t even really know what it is that i have this sense of loyalty to. the place i work now is not the same place i took a job at eighteen months ago. oh, there’s still the same name on the door. same people still own the place. but the priorities are all wrong now, and the people that work there are all indifferent and on their own agenda. oh, and they all hate me. there’s that. so i really should just cut my losses and go, huh? only i suffer from this interminable sense of loyalty…
*sigh*
meanwhile, at least there’s a five-day weekend coming up.
beating my head against a wall